I still find it amazing how the more we distance ourselves the more they want to know,
Oops... I should have read this thread before I did what I did.... Just texted H "R u still alive? Figured that even if you leave us, would still need to know if u r alive, or I should go pick up the Insurance $$. Unless u give to others, then we get 0". Well, too late. Can't retract the Text. ... He he he. We'll see if he calls at all. Or return my text.

You are doing so well now, wished I could get H out of my mind. Been quite obsessed the last few days. Really really have to keep busy.

Hopefully. my trip to Mauritius is gonna stir his interest in me. Not gonna tell him whom I am going with. He He he..got to lose a little more weight to look good in my bikini... Cute Cabana Boys...here I come!!!