Don't ever feel bad about doing what is in your heart to do. My only recommendation is to do your best to make sure you know what's in your heart before you do something. I'm not saying that applies to you currently; it sounds like you've put some thought into where you are.
I think I am getting close to truly turning a corner and maybe that is where I need to get to in order to truly DB.
I love that!
But don't listen too much to me. I need to back off on giving advice because I'm starting to read everybody's threads and inside my head I'm going, "PUNT! Time to move on!" Just a wee bit of projection on my part.
I want to go back to the person I was which was outgoing, friendly, caring and according to everyone else good company and lots of fun and there is nothing wrong with that...
ME TOO!
I guess I am just fed up and pi$$ed off and venting for all it is worth.
You ain't the only one.
And if your H came to your chat tonight and told you he knows he's made a great mistake and he's willing to do anything to make it right, and you're walking on air right now, then I couldn't be happier!
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