Thanks for the kind words of encouragement. I have learned so much about myself in the past month, things about my strength and courage, I have found that I am alot stronger than I thought I ever was. In the begnning I actually thought that I could work past this and that we could get on with our lives but I now realize that I would be living a lie as this goes against all of my morales and beliefs. I need to be and stay true to myself.