Thank you everyone for all your kind thoughts. I have been doing alot of soul searching and realized that if I stay I am not being true to myself. I can't deal with all his lies...and there have been many and I am finding out more and more, it is truly unbelievable. I have decided to end my marriage as scarry as that is. I need to be happy and not have to worry all the time. I am going to take some time for ME and attend regular therapy sessions and hopefully one day things will be good again.
