I haven't been reading much but I think I should start. We have our first C session this afternoon this should be interesting. He has been sleeping at his mom's house for about a week (she has been away so the place is empty) and I have REALLY missed him, I told him this and he thinks it is because I am alone. (I did alot of soul searching in those nights and really realized that I want to save US and our family) I tried to expalin it to him but he just didn't get it. Instead he told me that he does not think he can give me the affection I need. He said he feels like a part of him has just turned off and he does not know what to do.
