I asked him if he was still having contact with her and he could not answer. I didn't ask him if he still wants to be in or work on our marriage because a few weeks ago he told me that he didn't know if he wanted to stay married to me. At this point he would not even consider counselling until I told him that I can't live the rest of my life like this, that I deserve to be happy. Then he took a day and said that he would give therapy a try.
I have been trying really hard to keep my cool: not always the easiest thing to do at times, but I do try.
I want more than anyting to save my M I guess some days are harder than others.
