Thanks for the words of encouragement, we have been having really long conversations (almost daily) about how I have hurt him and what he misses about our relationship. It has been a real wake-up call for me.
I think alot of my problems started when we moved into his mom's house (this was 2 years ago) while our house was being built, I just felt that i couldn't be myself there and i felt like I was a kid again(living at home) So unfourtunatley I put things on the back burner and hoped that once we got settled in the house things would magically change, well they didn't. I now realize what I have been doing and I am totally committed to making sure things improve. I guess it's the time issue, I thought he would be openly receptive to my advances and it has thrown me for a loop that he is being so cool with me. But I know these things are going to take time.
