I'm sorry you're down today...we all have those days. As far as "trying" goes though....well yeah, I want to know that just in case I reach that point where I can't take it anymore that I did absolutely everything possible to save my M within my power.
Now with that said....if I don't keep trying....my M won't be saved. That's why I keep trying. I'm not doing it to validate splitting up if that eventually happens. I'm trying to be pro-active and avoid that.
You do sound like you're in a negative place today....I hope things take an upswing for ya!!! Sending you some good thoughts!
