As I have been reading other posts this morning I can't help but wonder if all this "trying" is just a way to feel validated if we do eventually end our marriage. At least we can say we "tried" to fix things and it just didn't work out. I guess I am feeling a little hopeless today, wondering if things will ever change.
My brother in law is getting married tomorrow. H and I are both in wedding. Should be a fun day, but can't help but feel a little sad. My BIL and future SIL seem so happy and "in love". I hope that it isn't a cruel reminder of how un-in love H and I are. I fantasize about H and i just having a good time, getting drunk and going to F like rabbits, but we know that'll never happen!!!
Nicki
"There are two types of people -- those who come into a room and say, 'Well, here I am,' and those who come in and say, 'Ah, there you are.'"
Frederick Collins
