About a month ago I posted my sitch re: my LDH and our R. We had a very open talk and it seemed as if things were going to turn around, but they haven't. Things have stayed the same and I feel that I just don't care anymore. I told H this weekend that I didn't care if he ever slept in our bed again (which was a big bone of contention, he falls asleep on the couch and it really bothers me not to have my H sleep in the same bed) or if we ever had sex again. He didn't like that and seemed hurt but I feel emotionless about our R. I don't want to get a divorce, I want us to be happy together, I just don't think it's ever going to change.
Nicki
"There are two types of people -- those who come into a room and say, 'Well, here I am,' and those who come in and say, 'Ah, there you are.'"
Frederick Collins
