H is filing for a divorce. I now see absolutely no hope for anything anymore. He will be here on the 29th and wants to get the papers going right away. Since I have exposed the A I have just made things worse for myself.
I allowed myself to push the issue and now I will have to deal with the consequences.
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
