Quote: I have the damn truth, I have it all, and he will still deny it
That's very common. He'll lash out at you to protect himself. That's why it's essential that you do the hardest thing you'll ever do and step away from it all. Don't engage him in discussions about this because there is no benefit - you know how it will turn out and you know the truth anyway. Nothing in these discussions will alter your reality, which you have to start living in the best way possible.
Shift your focus away from him to you. Post some goals. Dream up some 180s. Do something out of character and fun so that you can GAL. Let us know what you're doing to change your reality. You cannot control him, so take back control of yourself.
I promise it gets better. I go back and read my first post here (4 months ago) - the despair, the terror, the agony. It was horrible. And I changed my reality and now have a good life that is unrecognizable from that time.
