((((((FaithandHope))))))))))

I remember back to finding out everything -- I understand the pain and anger your feeling right now -- we all do.

Cry, scream, let it out -- then when you are able you will be able to figure out how to pull your life back together.

I'm sorry I don't have any better words of advice. Keep venting -- it's so much better to get it all out than to hold onto the anger and hurt.

tessa