WELL MY SITUATION HAS BECOME MAJORLY COMPLICATED. H IS IN FULL BLOWN AFFAIR WITH HIS "FRIEND". THE TRUTH IS NOW OUT, AND I AM BESIDE MYSELF. MY HEAD IS RUNNING IN CIRCLES, HOW THE HELL CAN HE DO THIS TO OUR FAMILY>? HAS HE NO GUILT NO REMORSE NOTHING? ALL THE TIME PLAYING ME FOR A FOOL AND TELLING ME THAT THERE WAS NOTHING GOING ON. TELLING ME THAT HE LOVED ME AND CARED ABOUT ME. ALL OF THE SIGNS WERE THERE, BUT I IGNORED THEM ALL AND LIVED IN DENIAL. NOW I AM LEFT IN THE WAKE OF THIS DISASTER HE HAS CAUSED THE FAMILY, ME AND 8 KIDS, NO INCOME AND HE IS OFF HAVING A JOLLY GOOD TIME 3000 MILES AWAY WITH A HARLOT.
I AM SCARED OUT OF MY HEAD AND I CAN HARDLY THINK. I AM TRYING TO MAKE SENSE OF IT ALL. NOTHING MAKES SENSE.'ALL OF THE LIES AND THE DECEIT, I AM ANGRY I AM HURT.
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
