I hear you and agree. That part of me needs to be shut down, at least around her, but hopefully altogether, as even hidden judgments can flavor my behavior toward her. No more spewing of my anxieties re S6 around her.
Big event: She left the house keys and garage door opener in my box. No note, nothing.
Latter in the afternoon, she called to ask for the RO case #. She intends to either alter or dismiss the RO. I didn't ask, as to me it is insulting and irrelevant. I thanked her for my keys.
I asked a friend to go out to dinner with me tonight, as I intend to see the house this evening, moving in tonight and tomorrow. I can already feel the emotion bubbling up. Much more sorrow than excitement, but I need to make it as much my own as I can, as I'll have S6 there starting Sat morning. I'll work in some time to express whatever comes out so that it doesn't happen so much while he's there. Instead, we'll be celebrating our fresh start.
