I got a lot out of your post. For me, there is much truth in that possibility about my XW. I feel for her, as she's not the woman I fell in love with and married. She's fallen in so many ways, yet deep inside, I know that those wonderful qualities/characteristics are still there. I believe in a higher power, and in some divine plan, and I don't think XW's hard life has to overcome her. Instead, she can defeat this depression, MLC, or whatever it is, and return to being a great person again.
Whether we ever end up together again is another matter. But I do wish that for her. I wish for her to get to heaven above all.
But I have to let her go to keep on keepin on myself. Gotta work on myself, keep myself on the straight and narrow, and show my little guy how to get there, too. I pray for her daily.
Just finished a hard workout. Hope it helps me sleep tonight.
