Actually, those are great suggestions and possible scripts. Thanks!
She looked rough around the edges this am, and was snappy. But I imagined that it was her stuff, and not me. She said hello in the hallway at work, gruffly, but nonetheless it happened, despite me walking w/ a cute, very young student. I focused on her as she approached (ignoring the student's nonstop chatter), and said 'hey there' to get the hello.
Saw on an online ad that XW is searching for bisexual women her age again. Here I think that she's stabilizing and then she goes off again. We were never in stereotypic male-female roles in our M, yet I still have faith in her interest in heterosexual activity. Maybe its mere exploration or reflects frustration with her dates with males or M to one, but then again, who knows? If she claims lesbian status, then I'm a moot point. But as good ol' UD used to say, this MLC mode is likely a 3 year process. The R is the R, even considering sexuality.
Very confident w/my male sexuality; disappointed with XW's continued inner chaos, yet convinced that some level of adolescence is being reworked.
