Here's what baffles me about H. He has always maintained that he feels desire for me.
I said, H that's like saying I really AM hungry but never stopping to eat. Another person would look at you and say, You're not THAT hungry or you'd go get something to eat.
His desire is a flicker..a small thing that he feels..that is easily ignored.
I am trying to come to terms with that and accept it, but it is NOT like coming to terms with the fact that your mate leaves the toothpaste cap off.
