More of the same and frankly my libido is toast at this point too. I have no desire to pursue someone who lets absolutely everything get in the way of pursuing me. I'm not mad. I'm not resentful. I just kinda don't care again.
Some nice man in the convenience store said, "Oh, here you go honey and poured a cup of coffee for me when he saw the baby on the hip of my nice business suit and heels." I could tell that he thought I was a nice looking lady. I'm not gonna have an affair or anything but I guess that is where my sexual compliments are going to come from more often than not - other men. I guess I just ask too much of my H. He isn't other men and he's not me. He isn't the kind of guy that gives a lot of physical compliments. He isn't the guy who wants sex all the time. He isn't as emotional a person as I am nor as overtly sexual. Well, I married him not a male me and not another man. Guess I'll be getting used to things being this way.
