I think it is interesting as well. Would that H saw "sexual refual" as a sin - he's very faithful to God. So, would he stop sexually refusing or would he just confess it and do penance? I don't know.
Not much to journal here. Last night was pretty much a bust. Too much responsibility. Too much illness in the house - everyone is sick and tired. We didn't really connect but the funny part is that I think he missed me. I kinda stayed out of his mix doing kid stuff, staying upstairs putting away laundry etc...so we didn't interact except for at the dinner table until about 11pm. This wasn't on purpose. It just was. When I finally sat down and he finally sat down I got a kinda sheepish, "Hi honey." It is times like that when I know he loves me. It is times like that when I wish he loved me with a kiss that naturally extended to a longer kiss because he had missed me. It would be ok if we didn't have sex as long as once in a while I didn't have to feel like a wrung out dishrag at the end of the day with him seeing me like one too.
