Hey BB I continue to be a regular visitor and loyal fan of your posts! Still waiting on the "what I used to be like" post. You have your DBing so together and it'd be interesting to hear the contrasts between how you were in your R and how you are now. And I have to say, it's just been a few months, but I've noticed a major change in the tone of your posts. Not just on your thread, but in response to other threads. Can you see it? Not that there was anything wrong with your posts before at all, but your tone has become more tender, supportive and positive.. there's just a little something missing from them now.. a little pain.. bitterness.. ?? not sure. Something I can't put my finger on, and not that you care about my opinion (:o), but I bet the change (whatever it is!) is even more dramatic to people who know you in person. It's a positive that shines through and through everything you have written lately. I never fail to learn something from you and you inspire me to keep trying to change even when I don't feel up to it or am not doing as well as I could.

Keep at it Bud!