Need Advice on How to Move On

[purplepermelia]

Piglet! Have you been listening in on my phone conversations?

I've had to step back - emotionally speaking - from my M as well. H in the abyss of depression/anxiety/paranoia and too far out of my reach. I'm not moving out, but I'm taking a break from the emotional roller coaster ride.

I decided a few days ago that when he began to blow, I was going to take the kids and go elsewhere for a few hours. I'm not thrilled about being run out of the house, but I can't very well ask my raging H to go for a drive. I'm not behaving in an ugly way, but my plan is to insulate myself and the kids from the worst of his actions.