Heli,

Why don't you explain the site, explain your interest in improving your M and invite W to post. Others have done so in the past.

Cyber-hugs are in order about the ML issue. No - it isn't just about offering the "use" of one's body. I understand how devalued you must feel.

I have found many helpful nuggets in many different books and some are "fireplace fodder" but you never know where help can come from. Good luck.

Karen