GEL, I know this wasn't directed at me, but thanks anyway. It perhaps is giving me a little hope, and maybe I can find the motivation to get back in the ring so to speak. I guess seeing progress is what keeps you going?
For me, MrsGGB's statement that she was doing all the sex stuff to keep me from getting grumpy...not because she wanted to do it, not for her, not because she wanted to celebrate our bond, but because she felt she had to do it to keep me here...well that just let all the air out of my tires, and I haven't been able to find even a flicker of that loving feeling I had for her since. I'd love to get that feeling back, but I think it is going to take a change on her part to rekindle it. I'm having a hard time imagining her picking up the torch and running with it though, and frankly I can't find the motivation to do it myself. Where to from here? I don't know, and I don't know that I care much.
