Thanks for catching up. What dod you mean "But leave him to your higher power, as he has a lot of work to do. " Who has alot of work to do the XH or the higher power?
Well On Saturday I went running with my group 4 miles in the morning, then had defensive driving all day. On Sunday I spend it pretty much catching up on chores and bills and downloading TV shows episodes. I am also revamping my wardrove. I can't believe I started dressing the way I was for a while there. So I am kicking the overstressed house wife look and bringing the hip young 20 something back, which he felt in love with. I am also keeping up with the house which is a whole job in itself. I don't know what else to do as far as GAL work.
Right now I am just letting him be. I am not one to persue a man. Personally I think man need to do the persuing no matter the situation. And the woman will respond if she is intersted. He is obiviously not at this point, he is still afraid we will get back into arguing , or that my changes are temporary and I am done trying to convenice him other wise no matter how much I care for the man. I have to keep some of my dignity. I know he is the WAH and he is offended and hurt. But I am done trying to convencie him it can be different, like I know it can because of how silly the missunderstandings are. I am done feeling like Sht because he lists every little thing he might have not liked about me. I am more than the list of faults he keeps carrying around and resentment towards me. Give me a break. If he does not want me than is his loss cause some one else will.
