I agree with you all. It seems hard right now to keep "As if" attitude when the few loose ends that we have left when we talk about them it can be a good or he can be mad. Especially because he lost the house. Is turning into a love hate relationship. I can't stop my self from calling with stupid excuses I feel that if I let contact fade I won't have a fighting chance, and the thought drives me crazy especially when I hear him confuse about our situation and that he want's to try again but does not know. I'ts driving me crazy.
