My H believes that nobody loves him, he has justified his actions by convincing himself of this. He does not see what he is doing to the family. He has completely blocked us out. The kids called him tonight, they hadn't heard from him in a few days, and he made the call very short, like 3 minutes said he had to go for dinner. This is so sad, again, it is even sadder watching the one you love self destruct.
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.