I'm still smiling, but really worried. Am I going to do something wrong by not initiating? If I initiated will that be wrong? Has she already started to regret stepping over her own personally set boundaries? So I'm left with that I can only be myself and keep doing as I have been. The ball is in her court as it has been since she said ILYBINILWY (she actually said the words, she didn't say the letters. )
Anyway, I really feel there was a significance to today's kiss. Sure there was one episode of making out and heavy petting before, but this is only the second time she's initiated a kiss since the bomb. The other time was early on and she started talking shortly afterwards about coming back home.
But, as was wisely pointed out to me by everyone, I need to have zero expectations, act as if, and be patient.
In the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years. Abraham Lincoln
It is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed. Theodore Roosevelt
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