No, I was out of town. Came back to work that took me up to this point, where I can check my thread and others. I'm not sick (exactly) anymore, but the plane ride was so incredibly bumpy that I'm a little nauseated.
Anyway, no updates for me. A whole Wednesday and so far Thursday without contact. Scary hunh? How can I ever live?
As anyone following my other writings probably can appreciate, I'm in a jaded phase. I hear stories of people saying "I'm so happy with so and so" or "I've found the one" or "I know what I need to do now" and I say to myself or actually write..."yeah right. And how long will that relationship last." When I see my married neighbors I ask myself how long before one of these seemingly happy couples is divorced. There are two hot neighbor women near me and I figure if I bide my time I can catch one of them on the rebound from divorce (50% chance).
But don't misinterpret me. I feel good about me. And I think this process is one where I've learned a lot. I just have misgivings about future Rs and doubts whether my growth is enough. But that's so far in to the future that who cares. I'll cross that bridge if I ever find someone or get back with XW.
BTW, I don't have a foot inside and outside the door; I put the other one inside. Yep, I'm in. I can make it work with her if she gave me the chance. And I judge her on her merits and I do feel she has the qualities I want in a woman.
Anyway, I have this free night to myself and there is dusting to do, a life to get, book to write, a dog to walk, and a sexy pregnant neighbor lady to woo, so I got to get going. Feel free to give me a call on my cell; I'll be walking the dog.
Me
In the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years. Abraham Lincoln
It is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed. Theodore Roosevelt
