Yeah, I know. But after a nap I felt somewhat better and had left work to do so I went to do it (plus I didn't want to be home with XW at that moment). I know...tonight is the night I take it easy.

Bruce, you are so full of it. I didn't analyze anything except why she chose to go to the gym at that time rather than when her kids are in school. Crazy maker said..."maybe there is a guy there she finds interesting". Any concern shown by her, touching, hugs, etc I noted as nice and a change for the better, but did not ascribe any particular significance to her actions. When I'm around her I've basically just been myself and don't think at all about us or if I'm doing things well, if I'm listening properly, or if I'm DBing. And when I leave her, I usually am not thinking..."she wants me back...she doesn't want me back...she's using me"...I reserve that speculation for here. Usually when I'm analyzing...it's more thinking about "what ifs" and hoping. Or occasionally, like last night, I'll consider what life would be like if we were back together.

I guess maybe that's analyzing, but I think that term is much to "deep" for anything I do.

In the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years.
Abraham Lincoln

It is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed.
Theodore Roosevelt