At least I hope it is for you. I'm struggling to get through this day. I came down with something yesterday and shouldn't even be at work today.
So my update: Talked to X a couple times yesterday. Once just because (Gabe got me all worried that she was mad at me for disrespecting). She indicated her son wanted to come over, but I told her I felt like crap and that I had to run the boys all over the place. She did call again later when I was waiting for my son at guitar practice and dying with the chills. She offered to pick up my son and so I went and got hers. She gave me a big hug and felt my face with hers. I ended up pulling away (my body ached so bad and her apartment was air-conditioned so I had to get out of there) and she made so comment about me not wanting a hug. So then I took her son and my younger son home and got in bed. I was supposed to take my youngest to try out for a play, but couldn't muster the energy and said I'd arrange for a try-out today. When X got over she offered to take him, but it was too late. Then she walked the dog (I couldn't manage anything other than opening the door and letting him out). She was very sweet. Anyway, I left this a.m. before she got there to pick up her son. I need to go home, but I suppose I'll just try to get through this work and get out of here early.
That's it for updates.
In the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years. Abraham Lincoln
It is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed. Theodore Roosevelt
