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What happen to you don't care what happens?




Ding ding ding ding!!! 60,000 dollar question. Am I just lonely? Could the role formerly played by XW be filled by another?

Ya know what is nice about calling her for the last 3 or 4 months? She sounds pleased to hear from me. That wasn't always the case in the beginning. No "what do you want" tone. But sometimes my youngest son has an impatient tone on the phone, so I guess you can't analyze their phone etiquette as a sign that they are happy to hear from you.

Anyway, I wish I could answer the question you asked. My attitude is all over the place. I need to level out, but I'm afraid that time won't come until I've put her behind me.


In the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years.
Abraham Lincoln

It is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed.
Theodore Roosevelt