She's doing the bulk of the R work lately. Reinforce that w/ your positive presence.
The hard part is the DBing during contact, right? So you'll need to pump up the PMA and just enjoy the moment. Focus on the savory flavor of each taco, etc.., celebrate the kids comments about their days at school, stay light and peppy, relaxed posture as you take in her beauty. In other words, keep feeding yourself while DBing w/ her.
How do you amp it up if you are feeling low? You know best whether belting out a song in the shower, a quick run, an impressive air-guitar routine in your briefs, or a highly satisfactory teeth-flossing followedg by a swig of your favorite flavor of mouthwash will do the trick.
She's dipping her toes back into the water, her back-handed rudeness of January seems much more tempered and careful. I don't think now is the time to pull away. Fake it til you make it.
