Hello - I am still hanging in there. I have my first counseling appt. today. (she cancelled last week) I am still holding up the homefront and going thru the motions with my current H. But thinking about my XH constantly. I told him how I was feeling. Actually, he read my mind. I can't hind - he knows me too well. He said to take my time and it would work out. He said to be true to myself. He also said that "actions are louder than words" - meaning that if I wanted to be with him, then I should do it and stop agonizing over it. I will let you know how my session goes today.
