My husband initiated the divorce. But he is the one who keeps suggesting that we should be back together. I am second guessing myself now. Does he really want me back, or is that his way of getting me away from my current? Yes, I start seeing a counselor the 29th. I know it is not fair to my current H. I keep waiting for this yearning for my ex to go away, but it won't. That is why I sought out the help from this site - until I start seeing my counselor. Would you want to know the honest play by play if you were my current H? Should I tell? Or should I work things out in my own head and then let him know once I have figured it out?