Went for the interview yesterday. It went well, but one can never really tell if you got the job. Ah well! They said they will let the interviewees know by Monday. Ultimately, I'm not sure I really want the job, after all. There are so many things I want to do, but I am lacking motivation right now.
I have to start writing, working out, painting ... that's where my real passion is. On the M front - all is quiet. H is still not into ML, so I have taken to reading at night. He has been kissing me a little more passionately when he goes to bed, which is nice. I wonder if he is trying to get me to initiate? Whatever, I need him to make the effort now. If I am not worth making an effort then I sure ain't gonna do it for him either. I know, I sound very childish, but I am tired from all the emotional upheavals, and need to feel like my H is actually going out of his way for me. Silly me!
Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed. D35,S/D twins28,D22 EA4/04 End? Who knows? "Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim
On the M front - all is quiet. H is still not into ML, so I have taken to reading at night. He has been kissing me a little more passionately when he goes to bed, which is nice. I wonder if he is trying to get me to initiate? Whatever, I need him to make the effort now. If I am not worth making an effort then I sure ain't gonna do it for him either. I know, I sound very childish, but I am tired from all the emotional upheavals, and need to feel like my H is actually going out of his way for me. Silly me! 
