I hear you. I am willing to wait and be patient w/my husband, but if I he doesn't come around and I see myself in a loveless marriage a year or so from now then I have to make some decisions. It's one things I've learned while I was on limbo, to set some timeline for myself, I would never tell my H "you got one year to love me and to show it" but this timeline will be for my own piece of mind. I will keep an open mind to progress on his side, we'll see what happens... I told my C how I felt I was running on empty, how I kept giving and givign and got barely nothing in return. He asked me if I was giving of myself until I was empty or if I was receiving from the Lord and giving as much as I was receiving. I don't think I'm at that point yet, I should I guess, but it is something to think about.
hugs)))))) I have "one of those days" fairly often, but I hope with the new position you are getting you fill up your time and feel happy about yourself.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
