Hi y'all!

Just got back from a trip to Portland, OR! Very nice little city! Loved Powell's bookstore! Driving through the Seattle area was awful though (I live on an island, where there is very little traffic), and getting through customs on Thursday was hell due to the high alert because of the terrorists caught in the UK. But, I would rather that, than something bad happening, 'eh!

Anyway, we are home now, and being lazy! My H is busy doing his thing in the garage, and I thought it was time to do a little updating on my thread.

Yeah, I am still seeing a C, and my H is still depressed, but he seems to be coming out of it. I think he needed a holiday, maybe. I do feel like I have to constantly be trying to cheer him up, reassuring him of my love, and it is tiring, and starting to put me into a grumpy mood. Will need to do some thinking of what to do about all this. I feel I am at a crossroads in my life, outside of the M, and not sure how to proceed.

I'm not unhappy, or depressed, just thoughtful, and in need of clarity. I am spiritually confused, physically unfit, mentally exhausted, emotionally drained, and yet not unhappy! How's that for a bit of craziness?


Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed.
D35,S/D twins28,D22
EA4/04 End? Who knows?
"Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim