Moving On with H

[BeingMe]

Florida was lovely, but very humid. I think I will go earlier in the year next time. I enjoyed St. Louis too - they have an awesome zoo, and I love the botanical gardens.

I have been really busy with getting assignments done and sent - being away didn't help the deadline situation, but I think I have it all under control. I just got back and I had to fly out again with hubby for a end-of-project party. They had the dinner on a cruise boat, and it was really good fun. We stayed over in a very fancy hotel, and then we met friends who flew in from our old city, and we joined them on the ferry over to our home. They stayed for the weekend. So, at last, I have a little time to just relax, get on with my studies, and get onto the bb.

I am a little worried about my H - he has told me that he is feeling very depressed since the twins left home. We have one D13 still at home, but he feels that his time as a dad is almost over, and that he will miss that time of his life. He really seems down, and I just don't know what to do. I am usually pretty optimistic, and I am just looking forward to a new chapter in our lives, but he is starting to depress me now. I am also nervous that he will want to look for some excitement, and go off and have another affair. I am not too worried about that, since I know I will be okay no matter what, but I am concerned about how he is feeling. All, very confusing! I guess I will just play the wait-and-see game, and just listen to him and try and validate his feelings as best I can, without getting too impatient.

Nice to be home, though!