Got back from my trip to visit my 18 year old twins, who have moved back to our previous city. They seem happy, and settled. D13 and I drove back alone, since H had to be back at work last Monday. There were some icy patches, but otherwise had a smooth trip. It was nice chatting to D13 - she is such a lovely kid - I love her very dearly.
My M is doing okay. I still wait for the feeling of mistrust to leave me, but so far, it's not happening. I don't feel the need to check up on H, but I also don't feel I care if he is being unfaithful or not. It's a rather strange place to be, but it is a calm, peaceful place. I don't feel stressed, or worried, or obsessed - just detached. I still love my H, but I can live without him.
I am still studying for a certificate in fitness training. I am finding the anatomy courses interesting. Still have a year to go, so I am just taking each course as it comes. I chose Rachel Carson as someone I admire as a leader, for my assignment in Communication. She was an interesting person, in that her book, Silent Spring, was one of the motivating forces that began the environmental movement in the 60's.
Spring has sprung where we live, and I am enjoying the sunshine, and the flowers in our garden. Makes me feel very positive!
I am off to a counselling session tomorrow. Hope it goes well, although I don't feel I have any issues right now, but it will be nice to bounce some ideas of an impartial person.
Take care everyone!
Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed. D35,S/D twins28,D22 EA4/04 End? Who knows? "Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim
