Moving On with H

[BeingMe]

I have started going to counselling again. Mostly because I feel somewhat overwhelmed with all that's happening in my life. Besides the problems in my M and all that has gone with that, including the emotions, there was the move to a new city (a nightmare of packing up our old house, selling that, then looking for a new house, moving in, and on and on), leaving my job and my good friends and co-workers, starting to study for a certificate in fitness training (and all the stuff that goes with that, like actually getting and staying fit and healthy), the renovations in our new house, and now our 18 year olds have left home and gone back to our old city, and I miss them terribly.

Life can sometimes seem like a bad dream, but I know that I am pretty resilient (my new best word ) and will come through - I just wish that things would settle one way or the other, for a little while until I can get my bearings, re-establish my emotional self within time and space, and then perhaps I can move forward with my life again. Oy! Anyway, it helped already to talk to the counsellor, and I will be going back after spring break.

I know I must take each day as it comes, and be the best me I can be on that day, and the future will take care of itself.