Moving On with H

[BeingMe]

Things are still going fairly well in my M. H is busy fixing stuff in our new house, and I am still studying which I am finding somewhat stressful. I discovered that I take my stress out on my H. I must stop doing that!

I still wait for the GRAND GESTURE where I can know for a certainty that he really does love me, never loved OW, is plugged into the M, and is truly sorry for what he did, but I doubt if it will happen. So, I try not to expect it - probably childish of me to do so.

Plod, plod, plodding along.