Moving On with H

[BeingMe]

Thanks for bump, Phoenix. As I said on your thread, I have been pretty busy with my courses, and unpacking. Our house needs a lot of work, like painting, tiling the bathrooms, cleaning, new floors in the living room, curtains, and the list is just endless. But, we're in, and that's at least one step further down the road.

You did tell me about the Peacegiver, several months ago. I read the first few chapters, and even forwarded it to my H to read. Just haven't had time or constant internet access to read further, but will get back to it now that we're more settled.

Our R at the moment is more steady. I don't stress about the OW as much. In fact, I hardly ever think about her. My H seems to be DB'ing me at the moment. Ha! I am trying to just forget what happened and move on with my life, which is too short to obsess about something that is over. I would still like to try the Retrouville program, and will look into it for later in the year.

On a spiritual note - I will be going for my PB at the end of the month. I am hoping that this will give me some guidance and an anchor in my life. H and I are also thinking about making changes in our lives so that we can get M in the T, and have our children (those who want to) S to us.

Ultimately, I feel positive about our M, although I have moments where I get a little nervous, but I think that's normal.