Hopefully Friday will go well for you. I look forward to the day when perhaps we will be able to do the same thing on this end. Right now I, like yourself, wonder if I'm really seeing the true person I am married to. Am I seeing improvement and change, or is it just a better cover up. When there seems to be things that indicate otherwise, it's tough to want to fight on. For now I am thankful for the peace I have in knowing I am doing the right things. Right now that will have to be enough for me.