Moving On with H

[BeingMe]

Last thread is locked, so thought I would start a fresh one.

Quick overview of sitch:

Me - 47 (turning 48 next month)
H - 43
4 children - 3 still at home

Here is a brief synopsis of my story:
H had EA last year, dropped the B May 2004, I did the usual pleading, etc. Discovered the EA July 2004. He said he ended it in August 2004 and that he wanted to remain married. We went through a lot of ups and downs. I finally told him I had had enough, and we decided to separate in February 2005, however, he never left. He started acting strange for someone whose about to get divorced - for instance, gave me red roses on our anniversary in March 2005. Ultimately, he asked me to stay married to him, and things went very well after that until I discovered that he had lied, and that he had been in contact with OW until April 2005 when he said he ended it. I decided to stay, but told him I needed us to go into MC, that I will have my work cut out to every trust him again. He tells me constantly that he loves me, phones and text messages me several times a day, and things are pretty good. I still, however, do not trust him. ON top of all this, we are moving to a city close to the city the OW lives. I am going along with this because I refuse to allow her to have any power over where I live or what I do. I did, foolishly, phone her, but didn't get much out of that except the satisfaction of telling her that she shouldn't fear that I would tell her H what had been going on, among other things. Probably wasn't a good thing to do.

Anyway, this is where we're at now. We are in the middle of moving. Just sold our house, and made an offer on another. H and S18 is in the new city, while myself and D12 and D18 are back home preparing for the move.

More later .... The journey continues.