Well since my last post not much has changed. Whenever it appears I might bring the subject up. My husbands starts getting this soar look on his face and says" here comes another fight". So I have dropped the topic altogether. Somedays I don't mention it and he knows what is bothering me and even told me he knows it isn't right whats going on and he did admitted to having a problem. I feel quilty because if he indeed has a problem the last thing I'd want to do is subject him to testosterone treatment..if thats the problem. I honestly think he just has no interest in sex. Whenever we do have sex its only because I mentioned it and I don't like that feeling because it makes me feel worst than before. I got married very young so part of me feels like this is going to be a life sentence mostly because i love him so much. I'm trying to find away to accept my marriage for what it is but its so hard. Just needed to vent. It looks like this kind of thing never ever changes.
