H popped in this morning because the building inspector was there to finalise the building reports on the house prior to exchanging contracts. We had a nice chat - he proudly showed me his new car. Normal, upbeat interaction that we've been sharing for months now.
So I got to work and sent the e-mail. I thought about just saying it to him this morning, but I figured I'd had a long time to think about it and he should have the option to have a chance to think about a response to me as well. E-mail provides that opportunity.
I feel good. I'm going to be OK with whatever he responds, because with or without him my future is bright - and with or without him I do feel as though I'm ready to embark on the next part of my journey.
Although, if no-one minds, if he comes back to me with a big "No way - we're through" I wouldn't mind hanging around here a little longer. I like it here. It's nice and one day I might get into one of BigAl's dialouges .... see, there is always hope!!!
I'll be sure and let you know what happens ...
V
Never make someone a priority, who makes you an option.
