Well yesterday was a meltdown - I feel a lot better today. I'm proud too that my meltdowns come far less regularly than they used to and I recover from them way more quickly.

I too wish to express a huge level of gratitude to all of you for your support, wisdom and compassion. Sometimes I think if it weren't for this BB I might have jumped off a cliff by now. Instead, I'm surrounded by a community of likeminded souls, living through similar, yet unique experiences and sharing innermost agonies in a spirit of understanding and tolerance - and rather than spiralling down, as may have been the case I'm getting stronger and wiser. It is all good.

H called on his way home last night - I am again amazed at his calling regularity now that I've stopped contacting him. Short happy talk about RFD16, bit of a joke. It was nice.

I wonder what miracles tomorrow will bring.

Thanks again people. I couldn't be doing this without you.


V

Never make someone a priority, who makes you an option.