WB, you haven't blown it all all. You did not call your H. When you were out GAL, you must have hit the phone (which wasn't locked) and it automatically dialed the last # which just happened to be H's ok. When you realised what happened, you hung up. No biggee. It is horrible that now such a day as Father's Day can be so emotional for those of us not leading perfect lives. You are still very much a part of your stepsons lives. I mean they live with you, and I am sure it is a choice they have made. I admire you for having drinks with H and your friends. It must take a lot of courage to do that and to enjoy yourself, and more importantly for them to see you enjoying yourself, and to enjoy being with you.
You have not backslid at all. I am sure that H will be remembering the fun things that happened (rather than that phonecall that never happened)
