Read your stitch and it sounds great. You are doing wonderful! If you can survive your I/L visits, you can survive anything.
If you’ll allow me to offer my HO, (humble opinion, not, well, you know), about a few things, since you have been so kind to post on my sight in the past, and in the future, I hope… The house thing sounds alright. You want to get out, right? Just because you sell it does not preclude you and H from buying a new one together in the future.
H is obviously concerned about your “dates.” Even if he doesn’t seem to be, trust me, he is. A word of advice to you though, be careful not to get too serious with “B,” and for God’s sake, don’t break the poor kid’s heart, like I have no doubt you could!
Lastly, “Three steps forward, two steps back,” is still one step forward!